Monday, May 22, 2006

Quesadilla, Grant Me Serenity

One evening this weekend, I was driving home, and I was bursting with anticipation. On the floor of the passenger seat was a cheese quesadilla with guacamole from Chano's. As I chugged along the freeway, I kept thinking of those first few moments I'd experience once I opened up the styrofoam box, dipped a torn piece into the red or green salsa and slipped it in my mouth. Those moments are sheer unadultered, unbothered contentment. My mind is perfectly clear, and I am happy -- not excited or overflowing with joy, just perfectly content. With about 10 miles left between me and my house, I started thinking about other moments that gave me that same feeling of perfect contentment. My list was varied, and maybe even a bit humorous...
1. slurping up the chocolate- and caramel-covered tip of a turtle sundae from Andy's
2. taking the first bite of a pre-made veggie slice from Shakespeare's Pizza
3. staring at the water from the beach and feeling the ocean's rhythm after hours on a surfboard
4. lying back as someone washes my hair during a hair cut
5. having a door opened for me or holding a door open for someone coming in or out
6. hugging someone in that slim timeframe before I begin pondering if the hug has lasted too long
7. finding myself "in the nook" after a guy slips an arm around me out of habit
8. drifting off to sleep and being only slightly aware of my surroundings
9. waking up but realizing I can take as much time as I want to get out of bed
10. inhaling a whiff of a just-opened can of tennis balls
11. hearing the first few notes of DJ Sammy's remake of "Heaven"
12. and gazing out over a baseball stadium for my first time

3 comments:

Matt said...

Jayna- Great list and one I think everyone should take time to compile if for no other reason than to appreciate the finer moments in life. To add from my own list:

1. The second before taking a shot in basketball when you are "in the zone" and you know everything you put up is going in.

2. When the lights go dark and you're by yourself in a movie theater seeing a movie you are so excited to see. For me all time stops and I am in the movie.

There are many more but I think I should put more thought into it.

Great idea!

E said...

Mine would be sneezing. Feels great everytime. Sort of like that other thing that feels great everytime.

Thoroughly Amused said...

How about waking up thinking you have to go to work and then realizing that you don't. Even better.